Okay, hari ni nak cerita pasal hal pindah rumah and unit office baru. Since today is my second day here in Pandan Indah, nothing much i can do. Still nak adapt with the new environment here which is totally different from Penang Unit. *sigh*
Kalau di Penang Unit, partition untuk setiap orang tak la macam di Pandan Indah. Which means, for those yang memang suka privacy and lone ranger sesuai sangat la dengan partition dekat sini and semua orang tak get along very well sangat. Ye la, most of the engineers in Pandan Indah terdiri daripada lelaki. Memang tak boleh nak ngam sangat la kan..huhu
So dalam masa 2 hari ni, aku memang cuba untuk telan dan kunyah with environment macam ni. Since nothing much i can do, work load belum sampai tahap menggila lagi aku dah tak larat nak kira berapa kali aku menguap dalam masa sehari setengah ni dan berapa kali aku asyik ulang alik ke toilet sebab air cond sini super damn sejuk and yes, for a preggy person like me that approaching 8 months already, aku tak boleh hold lama-lama perasaan nak membuang air kecil tu. Huhu..layan kan aje lah ye tak?
Pasal hal pindah rumah pulak, alhamdulillah everything went well except masa nak pindah barang dari Penang ke KL. Remember previous post which i did mentioned pasal sewa lori with 2 workers that only cost me RM900 tu? well yeah, next time kalau aku nak hire orang untuk benda-benda macam ni, aku nak consult dengan Aizat or my brother in law dulu. Sebab apa? On the same day nak pindah barang tu, which at that time most of the things dah in order just tunggu nak masuk dalam lori je, driver sewa lori tu boleh sent message and informed me that he couldn't make it that day and asked me to find another lorry macam tu je. Aku memang panic sangat time tu since no matter what happened, i still have to start duty in Pandan Indah on the next Monday, tapi takkan barang-barang semua tu nak letak kat Penang? Aku memang sangat marah, and luckily my parents, kakak and brother in law were at my house. So everyone was like, 'alamak..macam mana ni..benda ni kena settle by today jugak..' aku dah macam..Ya Allah, why this thing still happened to me even though i've prepared this for almost a month ago already? Sobss panik kottttt
Then, my brother in law cuba tolong jugak, and he finally dapat satu lori sewa dari Alor Setar yang boleh datang hari tu jugak. Emergency ni..tapi upah sewa lori is actually double the price yang earlier lorry tu pulakk..RM1500 kot..aku dah macam..alamak budget lari la pulak..but then, bila discuss dengan Aizat and parents, this is the only choice that we have at that time, so just grab je la. pejam je la mata tu bila nak bayar sewa tu nanti..dalam hati, ok la..pasrah. -__-
Alhamdulillah, after what had happened hari tu finally it has come to the end. Finally berjaya jugak transfer semua barang ke rumah baru which is at 11th floor. Aku untungla sebab semua orang tak kasi aku buat apa-apa..ibu mengandung la katakan. :). Luckily ada 4 orang kawan Aizat dan abang aku yang standby kat KL untuk tolong angkat kan barang dalam rumah baru. Nak settle clearkan barang dalam lori tu pun dah sampai pukul 12tengah malam, memang penat sangat dan dua-dua laki bini terus terbungkang malam tu sebab dah over dose buat kerja sangat. Tapi aku tak la..tak buat apa-apa pun..hehehe
And now, the journey begins. Rumah ni baru ja siap kemas sikit-sikit..and baru aku sedar that my husband is very particular even for small things pun. Nak beli pelapik kaki getah nak letak depan toilet pun dia check setiap benang keliling sama ada in good condition ke tak. As for me, nak letak kat kaki je kot, tak payah la detail sangat ye tak? Ngehehe..
Dapur dah kemas,Aizat la yang kemaskan..aku tolong sikit-sikit je pun. Dan insyaAllah, maybe after clear kemas rumah nanti, kami plan nak buat kenduri sikit la. Maybe jemput jiran-jiran terdekat, sebab kena kenal-kenal jugak jiran-jiran sekeliling just in case apa-apa nanti kan senang nak mintak tolong..then nak invite kawan-kawan Aizat jugak kot..yang banyak tolong hari tu, and few relatives yang boleh datang la..at least, buat la jugak kenduri kecik-kecik pun, asalkan buat aje la..ye tak?
Apa-apa pun, aku bersyukur dapat settle down with Aizat and preparing to have a small family here. Doa-doakan la aku selamat deliver and then after maternity nanti will bring along my baby and yeah, this is the life that i've been waiting for. Membesarkan anak sendiri dan bersusah senang bersama suami.. May Allah bless this marriage, and our journey towards a better life insyaAllah. Amin.
:)
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Monday, October 1, 2012
Quick update
Quick update, i have a lot of things to write down here but have no time since you know, September was the busiest month ever.
Today is 1st Oct and i am now successfully transferred to Central Planning Unit and yey it's my first day here by the way :) Hebat tak, i can update my blog during my first day working. Hehe.
Let's go down one by one.
1. Baby's stuffs alhamdulillah dah complete beli. Banyak jugak la duit keluar but i want the best for my baby so tak kisah la berapa banyak habis pun. Untuk baju baby aku tak beli semua nya new born size, aku campur-campur. Sebab baby ni dia punya pembesaran tu agak rapid jugak. So aku beli in total semua almost 18 helai jugak la, ada new born size, 3-6, 6-12. Semua comel-comel sebab baju baby memang comel-comel belaka. Hehe.
2. Sarung tangan baby aku beli dalam 7 pasang. Sebab comel sangat. Siap ada telinga bear la bagai..memang tak boleh tahan. Tilam baby pulak dapat sponsored dari parents in law, pun ada telinga bear jugak. Ikut taste mak baby kot. Hehe.
3. Pampers done, barang-barang mandi pulak aku beli saiz yang kecik-kecik dulu. Aku beli set Johnson & Johnson sebab tu highly recommended. Tapi to be safe, aku beli dulu yang small size sebab kulit baby ni tak sama. Just in case kalau anak aku nanti tak sesuai ke apa, tak da la rasa rugi sangat kalau tak guna pun kan? Bijak tak? :)
4. Botol susu pun dah complete 4 botol, different in sizes. Mula-mula kan nak beli Avent bottle, tapi setelah di survey, kalau pakai Avent brand nanti nak tukar puting pun susah. Sebab botol Avent, hanya puting Avent je yang boleh guna. Dah la mahal sangat puting je pun. So aku beli brand Kiki Lala and plus corak botol tu lagi comel dari Avent. Sebab ada banyak bear. LOL. Tapi based on doctor's advice, botol susu ni tak kisah pun brand apa, just make sure it comes with BPA free. Mahal sikit takpe, tapi risiko yang tak elok kita dah cuba avoid.
4. Mommy's stuffs pun dah ready. :) Maternity pad, breast pump ( oh yeah, aku beli medela brand at reasonable price. Yey :) Dapat jugak sebelum pindah ke KL. Hehe. Untuk set bersalin masa berpantang pulak, aku beli set Nona Roguy, same goes to the barut jugak. Mahal kot. Total 2 tu dah RM400. Tapi based on review, Nona Roguy pun highly recommended during maternity. Berhabis untuk benda-benda yang elok, tak pa la kan? :)
Sebenarnya nak update jugak cerita pasal transfer ni, how things happened during the day nak pindah tapi macam banyak sangat pulak nak story dalam satu post. Tunggula next post, kalau sempat aku update lagi.
Bye! :)
Today is 1st Oct and i am now successfully transferred to Central Planning Unit and yey it's my first day here by the way :) Hebat tak, i can update my blog during my first day working. Hehe.
Let's go down one by one.
1. Baby's stuffs alhamdulillah dah complete beli. Banyak jugak la duit keluar but i want the best for my baby so tak kisah la berapa banyak habis pun. Untuk baju baby aku tak beli semua nya new born size, aku campur-campur. Sebab baby ni dia punya pembesaran tu agak rapid jugak. So aku beli in total semua almost 18 helai jugak la, ada new born size, 3-6, 6-12. Semua comel-comel sebab baju baby memang comel-comel belaka. Hehe.
2. Sarung tangan baby aku beli dalam 7 pasang. Sebab comel sangat. Siap ada telinga bear la bagai..memang tak boleh tahan. Tilam baby pulak dapat sponsored dari parents in law, pun ada telinga bear jugak. Ikut taste mak baby kot. Hehe.
3. Pampers done, barang-barang mandi pulak aku beli saiz yang kecik-kecik dulu. Aku beli set Johnson & Johnson sebab tu highly recommended. Tapi to be safe, aku beli dulu yang small size sebab kulit baby ni tak sama. Just in case kalau anak aku nanti tak sesuai ke apa, tak da la rasa rugi sangat kalau tak guna pun kan? Bijak tak? :)
4. Botol susu pun dah complete 4 botol, different in sizes. Mula-mula kan nak beli Avent bottle, tapi setelah di survey, kalau pakai Avent brand nanti nak tukar puting pun susah. Sebab botol Avent, hanya puting Avent je yang boleh guna. Dah la mahal sangat puting je pun. So aku beli brand Kiki Lala and plus corak botol tu lagi comel dari Avent. Sebab ada banyak bear. LOL. Tapi based on doctor's advice, botol susu ni tak kisah pun brand apa, just make sure it comes with BPA free. Mahal sikit takpe, tapi risiko yang tak elok kita dah cuba avoid.
4. Mommy's stuffs pun dah ready. :) Maternity pad, breast pump ( oh yeah, aku beli medela brand at reasonable price. Yey :) Dapat jugak sebelum pindah ke KL. Hehe. Untuk set bersalin masa berpantang pulak, aku beli set Nona Roguy, same goes to the barut jugak. Mahal kot. Total 2 tu dah RM400. Tapi based on review, Nona Roguy pun highly recommended during maternity. Berhabis untuk benda-benda yang elok, tak pa la kan? :)
Sebenarnya nak update jugak cerita pasal transfer ni, how things happened during the day nak pindah tapi macam banyak sangat pulak nak story dalam satu post. Tunggula next post, kalau sempat aku update lagi.
Bye! :)
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Syukur, finally
Alhamdulillah, its official!
Finally, after almost 9 months waiting for this letter, now I'm officially being offered as a new executive at Central Planning Unit in Pandan Indah. :)
Seriously, I don't know how my new job will treat me but whatever happens in the future, I believe that everything will be just fine and yeah, hopefully it will treat me good :) This is the life i've been waiting for soooo long kan, so apa-apa jadi pun kena hadap jugak la. Betul tak? Hehe
Rumah sewa alhamdulillah finally dapat jugak. Rental RM600 per month. Ok la tu, based on Aizat's observation masa pegi tengok rumah, still in a good condition. View dari balcony belakang rumah pun boleh terus nampak KLCC. Jarak rumah dari tempat kerja dalam 3km je. Hehe. Near to the Hospital Ampang jugak. Wahhh pandai betul laki aku cari rumah sewa eh? Kalau emergency nak deliver ka apa boleh terus ke Hospital Ampang je, kan?
Lori sewa pun dah booked. Penghantaran barang dari Penang ke Kuala Lumpur include dengan 2 orang pekerja agensi tu ambik RM900. Fuhh laju gila duit habis this month. Tak pa lah, for the better future jugak kan..Barang nak diangkut pun banyak jugak kot, peti ais, washing machine, katil, almari baju, meja makan, sofa and etc. Kira complete set lah senang. Memang sakit kepala jugak la aku and Aizat fikir macam mana nak arrange date nak settle semua within this month. Ye la, I have not be given any transfer leave since I was the one who actually asked to be transferred. So memang schedule for September sangat la tight with all the work loads and these stuffs too. Harap-harap everything will be fine je lah, aku apply leave on 28th Sept 12 and then 29th Sept lori sewa angkut barang, on the same day also aku dengan Aizat akan berangkat ke KL. Aku kena lapor diri on 1st Oct so seriously I won't be having any free days left. Huhu
So dear friends, please wish me luck for my new job environment in KL. Hopefully, me,Aizat and my little one inside will be having a better future nanti. InsyaAllah.
Amin :)
Thursday, August 30, 2012
7 months, oh!
I am now 7 months already!! Whoaaa thats fast. Rasa macam baru je kawin last February and by mid of November i'll be having a baby ( insyaAllah). Syukur Ya Allah atas limpahan kurniaan ini. :)
Sekarang ni memang tengah excited nak start beli barang baby. Aku baru je start survey botol susu baby, and few other items for new born baby ni. Siap google, search lagi list apa yang required untuk anak pertama ni. Excited sungguh. :p
Untuk awal-awal ni, aku dah berkenan dengan botol susu Avents yang color honey tu..harga memang la mahal sikit..tengok dekat semua mall harga dia RM240++. Then aku survey lagi dekat area Georgetown kedai jual barang baby ni last-last dapat harga promotion RM198. Offer tu valid sampai end of October je, so sebelum aku transfer ke KL memang nak kena grab dulu. Review pasal botol susu ni pun sangat okay, puting dia pun lebih kurang macam original punya.
Actually ramai yang advise, nak beli baju baby ni jangan beli untuk newborn sebab baby nanti dalam pantang cepat membesar. So rasanya memang kena beli yang 0-6 months kot. At least boleh jugak pakai lama kan? Untuk berpantang ni, insyaAllah i'll be facing my maternity leave with my beloved mother. Tak kisah la dekat mana nak deliver nanti, doa-doa tu biarla on time, so boleh deliver dekat Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah je. Tapi kalau tak sempat, takpala..kat Goverment Hosp kat KL pun kira ok la. Why Government? Ngehe..sebab Indah Water fully cover bil-bil bersalin tak kira la normal or operate. Untung kan? Buat apa la aku nak habis beribu-ribu untuk bersalin di private sedangkan aku dapat free je kalau bersalin dekat government hospital kan? Sakit nak beranak pun sama jugak kot. Hehe
Last but not least, sekarang tengah usha breastpump untuk my little baby ni. Hari tu tengok Avents brand, lebih kurang RM200 over jugak. Tengok yang Medela kalau yang freestyle dah sampai RM1.7k. Crazy prize..dah separuh gaji kot tu..ish. So macam berkenan yang Medela Harmony, tu single swing la tapi and manual. Susah sikit..harga pun lebih kurang Avents brand jugak. Medela yang freestyle tu yang mahalnye sebab dia guna elektrik and double swing pulak..so memang banyak la susu boleh dapat nanti. Tapi tengokla, maybe beli yang Medela Harmony je kot. Save sikit. Kikiki.
Sebenarnya banyaaaak lagi nak tulis pasal barang baby ni. Maklumla, nurse pun dah bising sebab aku tak start beli apa pun lagi. Masa nak beli last month, rasa macam awal sangat..bila dah buat double confirm gender baby and tengok my little one tu bukan main lagi berkungfu dalam perut rasa macam..alahai..comey betul. Mama terus tak sabar nak membeli baju untuk kamu tahu? Hehe
Nanti la next post, aku post lagi pasal excitednya aku nak membeli barang baby dan menghabiskan duit si Aizat. Hehehe
:)
Sekarang ni memang tengah excited nak start beli barang baby. Aku baru je start survey botol susu baby, and few other items for new born baby ni. Siap google, search lagi list apa yang required untuk anak pertama ni. Excited sungguh. :p
Untuk awal-awal ni, aku dah berkenan dengan botol susu Avents yang color honey tu..harga memang la mahal sikit..tengok dekat semua mall harga dia RM240++. Then aku survey lagi dekat area Georgetown kedai jual barang baby ni last-last dapat harga promotion RM198. Offer tu valid sampai end of October je, so sebelum aku transfer ke KL memang nak kena grab dulu. Review pasal botol susu ni pun sangat okay, puting dia pun lebih kurang macam original punya.
Actually ramai yang advise, nak beli baju baby ni jangan beli untuk newborn sebab baby nanti dalam pantang cepat membesar. So rasanya memang kena beli yang 0-6 months kot. At least boleh jugak pakai lama kan? Untuk berpantang ni, insyaAllah i'll be facing my maternity leave with my beloved mother. Tak kisah la dekat mana nak deliver nanti, doa-doa tu biarla on time, so boleh deliver dekat Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah je. Tapi kalau tak sempat, takpala..kat Goverment Hosp kat KL pun kira ok la. Why Government? Ngehe..sebab Indah Water fully cover bil-bil bersalin tak kira la normal or operate. Untung kan? Buat apa la aku nak habis beribu-ribu untuk bersalin di private sedangkan aku dapat free je kalau bersalin dekat government hospital kan? Sakit nak beranak pun sama jugak kot. Hehe
Last but not least, sekarang tengah usha breastpump untuk my little baby ni. Hari tu tengok Avents brand, lebih kurang RM200 over jugak. Tengok yang Medela kalau yang freestyle dah sampai RM1.7k. Crazy prize..dah separuh gaji kot tu..ish. So macam berkenan yang Medela Harmony, tu single swing la tapi and manual. Susah sikit..harga pun lebih kurang Avents brand jugak. Medela yang freestyle tu yang mahalnye sebab dia guna elektrik and double swing pulak..so memang banyak la susu boleh dapat nanti. Tapi tengokla, maybe beli yang Medela Harmony je kot. Save sikit. Kikiki.
Sebenarnya banyaaaak lagi nak tulis pasal barang baby ni. Maklumla, nurse pun dah bising sebab aku tak start beli apa pun lagi. Masa nak beli last month, rasa macam awal sangat..bila dah buat double confirm gender baby and tengok my little one tu bukan main lagi berkungfu dalam perut rasa macam..alahai..comey betul. Mama terus tak sabar nak membeli baju untuk kamu tahu? Hehe
Nanti la next post, aku post lagi pasal excitednya aku nak membeli barang baby dan menghabiskan duit si Aizat. Hehehe
:)
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Paranoid
Why do we hurt the most, the ones that we love the most?
It is only me, or it is also about you?
Think. Think. Think.
It's okay.
You can't kill me by the way.
I'm stronger more than you think.
Believe me.
Monday, July 30, 2012
Update
Alhamdulillah, it has been 10 days we are in the fasting month. Syukurla, not even one day down pun. InsyaAllah akan cuba penuhkan puasa sampai akhir bulan. :)
Well, there's nothing much to tell since i'm living in a normal life like what i really want it to be. Syukur punya suami yang sabar, penyayang, kerja yang baik, rezeki yang masih cukup, anak yang semakin membesar dan keluarga yang sangat memahami. Walaupun ada jugak upside down tapi that's life anyway. Macam mana pun life kita treat kita, it depends on us how to deal with it. Kan?
I am now almost 6 months pregnant. How fast the time flies kan? Rasa macam baru je dapat tahu ada tiny little dots in my womb, dengan sejarah bleeding apa semua, and now my little one is breathing inside me. :) Ya Allah, ciptaan Tuhan Maha Agung, Dia Maha Mengetahui atas sesuatu yang tidak kita ketahui. One more good news is that, we went for the check up last few weeks to check the baby's gender, and most probably....we will be getting a baby BOY! Hehe. Alhamdulillah.
Sebenarnya kena buat sekali lagi check up untuk double confirm, hmm maybe dah masuk 7 bulan baru buat another check up. Tak kisah pun boy ke girl, as long as dia sihat, sempurna dan bakal menjadi anak yang berguna kelak. Insyaallah.
Sekarang tengah tunggu rezeki nak berpindah. Harap-harap ada la rezeki ke Shah Alam. I'm hoping for that by the way. Kalau tak dapat jugak sekarang, anggapla belum rezeki. Nak tension sangat pasal ni pun tak berbaloi..tak dapat apa-apa juga. Bersabar dan harus terus. InsyaAllah.
Apa-apa pun doakan yang terbaik untuk kami sekeluarga eh? Mudah-mudahan Ramadhan yang pertama kami sambut ni bakal menjadi satu permulaan yang baik untuk kehidupan yang jaaaauuuuh lebih baik nanti. InsyaAllah.
Selamat berpuasa dari mommy-to-be, Aizat and Aizat's junior. InsyaAllah :)
Well, there's nothing much to tell since i'm living in a normal life like what i really want it to be. Syukur punya suami yang sabar, penyayang, kerja yang baik, rezeki yang masih cukup, anak yang semakin membesar dan keluarga yang sangat memahami. Walaupun ada jugak upside down tapi that's life anyway. Macam mana pun life kita treat kita, it depends on us how to deal with it. Kan?
I am now almost 6 months pregnant. How fast the time flies kan? Rasa macam baru je dapat tahu ada tiny little dots in my womb, dengan sejarah bleeding apa semua, and now my little one is breathing inside me. :) Ya Allah, ciptaan Tuhan Maha Agung, Dia Maha Mengetahui atas sesuatu yang tidak kita ketahui. One more good news is that, we went for the check up last few weeks to check the baby's gender, and most probably....we will be getting a baby BOY! Hehe. Alhamdulillah.
Sebenarnya kena buat sekali lagi check up untuk double confirm, hmm maybe dah masuk 7 bulan baru buat another check up. Tak kisah pun boy ke girl, as long as dia sihat, sempurna dan bakal menjadi anak yang berguna kelak. Insyaallah.
Sekarang tengah tunggu rezeki nak berpindah. Harap-harap ada la rezeki ke Shah Alam. I'm hoping for that by the way. Kalau tak dapat jugak sekarang, anggapla belum rezeki. Nak tension sangat pasal ni pun tak berbaloi..tak dapat apa-apa juga. Bersabar dan harus terus. InsyaAllah.
Apa-apa pun doakan yang terbaik untuk kami sekeluarga eh? Mudah-mudahan Ramadhan yang pertama kami sambut ni bakal menjadi satu permulaan yang baik untuk kehidupan yang jaaaauuuuh lebih baik nanti. InsyaAllah.
Selamat berpuasa dari mommy-to-be, Aizat and Aizat's junior. InsyaAllah :)
Monday, June 25, 2012
Tentang Rasa
It is so frustrated when you tried so hard to get something that you want, but at the end when it is almost there, you have to let it go..just like that.
Hmm..Planning Department HQ had sent me an email last week and the HOD herself ( Head of Dept) asked for my resume and requested me to fill in the internal transfer form since they told me that got vacant for Planning Engineer in HQ. But it is open to the internal employees only. I thought it was a very big opportunity for me to get transfer and settle down in KL with beloved hubby.
But when everything is in order, seems to be fine and okay, hubby told me something that make me feel soooooooooooooooooooo frustrated. Down.
I don't know..why is this happening to me when everything seems to be ok?
Aizat's company is now bidding for a new project in Bangladesh, Hong Kong and Indonesia. For now, the 3G project will be developed in Bangladesh and if his company win the the project, the director will send him there for about 2 to 3 months. The result will be confirmed by latest next month. And based on Aizat, his company got a chance to get that project and yes, he will leave me and our baby for quite some time. For our own good. Yes for our own good.
If that thing happens, I will face my 3rd trimester without my husband. At that time I'm probably about 8 to 9 months pregnant. How am I going to face that alone? I just don't know. I can't even imagine that seriously.. -__-
Allah knows what the best for us. Kalau dapat, rezeki anak kot. Gaji Aizat maybe akan jadi double or maybe more dari apa yang dia dapat sekarang dengan the allowance that he will get nanti kan.
So now, what for the internal transfer yang aku struggling sangat tu kan? I had been informed yang most probably i will get that post. Tapi, bukan rezeki aku lagi maybe? Terpaksa la aku withdraw. Ya Allah..kecewanya rasaaaaaaa. :(
Ya Allah..jika ini dugaan-Mu untuk kami suami isteri, mohon kuatkan hati dan iman kami..semoga kami terus bersabar dengan dugaan ini. Kuatkan aku, kuatkan anak dalam kandungan aku, dan peliharalah suami ku. Sesungguhnya kami sangat bersyukur dengan rezeki yang Engkau limpahkan kepada kami sekeluarga. Alhamdulillah. Amin..
My dear baby, jadi kuat macam ibu..jadi pandai macam ayah. Okay?
Hmm..Planning Department HQ had sent me an email last week and the HOD herself ( Head of Dept) asked for my resume and requested me to fill in the internal transfer form since they told me that got vacant for Planning Engineer in HQ. But it is open to the internal employees only. I thought it was a very big opportunity for me to get transfer and settle down in KL with beloved hubby.
But when everything is in order, seems to be fine and okay, hubby told me something that make me feel soooooooooooooooooooo frustrated. Down.
I don't know..why is this happening to me when everything seems to be ok?
Aizat's company is now bidding for a new project in Bangladesh, Hong Kong and Indonesia. For now, the 3G project will be developed in Bangladesh and if his company win the the project, the director will send him there for about 2 to 3 months. The result will be confirmed by latest next month. And based on Aizat, his company got a chance to get that project and yes, he will leave me and our baby for quite some time. For our own good. Yes for our own good.
If that thing happens, I will face my 3rd trimester without my husband. At that time I'm probably about 8 to 9 months pregnant. How am I going to face that alone? I just don't know. I can't even imagine that seriously.. -__-
Allah knows what the best for us. Kalau dapat, rezeki anak kot. Gaji Aizat maybe akan jadi double or maybe more dari apa yang dia dapat sekarang dengan the allowance that he will get nanti kan.
So now, what for the internal transfer yang aku struggling sangat tu kan? I had been informed yang most probably i will get that post. Tapi, bukan rezeki aku lagi maybe? Terpaksa la aku withdraw. Ya Allah..kecewanya rasaaaaaaa. :(
Ya Allah..jika ini dugaan-Mu untuk kami suami isteri, mohon kuatkan hati dan iman kami..semoga kami terus bersabar dengan dugaan ini. Kuatkan aku, kuatkan anak dalam kandungan aku, dan peliharalah suami ku. Sesungguhnya kami sangat bersyukur dengan rezeki yang Engkau limpahkan kepada kami sekeluarga. Alhamdulillah. Amin..
My dear baby, jadi kuat macam ibu..jadi pandai macam ayah. Okay?
" Allah akan beri apa yang kita perlu, bukan apa yang kita nak.."
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