Monday, November 9, 2009

oh hello

aku....



sebenarnya...



sangat kesiankan kat diri aku sendiri.




hohohooooo.



lately ni everything seems not right, messy, all over the place.



entah lah.



pernah tak orang kesiankan diri sendiri?




pernah???




...............................



p/s : takde pesanan entry ni. okaiii

Saturday, November 7, 2009

messy

sometimes we have to pretend like nothing happened and we dont realy bother about it.


even if,



its really hurt us and we cant stop thinking on that.



sounds pity, but it works.



i did it.




EVERYDAY of my life, here.



p/s : dont mess with me.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

struggle

" cepat cepatla cepat cepat "


seriously, i'm REALLY dying to finish this.



hate of everything around me right now.



the stress,



the PEOPLE,



the EVERYTHINGGGGGGGG



i cant take it anymore.



maybe, no, it is ; i am sooo sensitive in my own way but this is just TOO much.



ooooohhhh i really miss the gud old days with my ex housemates at taman melewar again.




come on come on.



not even a month more.



but this is soooo stresssfulllllll!!!!!!



ok. i shud just keep my mouth shut right now.



DIAM ok DIAM.



p/s : esok angah akad nikah. okay, dont u see how much my heart is struggling right now just to fight-for-my-own-good.??? hmmmmmmm. ok diam. :-((

Sunday, October 18, 2009

move on

kadang-kadang penting juga bila kita jadi pentingkan diri sendiri kan.



aku takkan mengalah lagi.




takkan.!



sabar sabar.



sebulan je lagi.



pasni takkan jumpa lagi dah.



lenyap dari muka bumi!



hope that everything will be just fine for me.



aminn.. :-))

Thursday, October 8, 2009

iman.

Kalau boleh terjun tingkap makan pil banyak banyak memang ku dah buat.





tapi syukur YA ALLAH.





atas kekuatan iman ini.





kuatkan aku, untuk terus kan lagi.





LAGI.....





LAGI......





dan LAGI.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

mimpi

"kalau mimpi yang baik baik boleh ke cita kat orang eh? "




semalam mimpi baik baik.




ingat sampai bangun pagi ini.




harap yang baik baik saja :-D




p/s : mood okay kerana mimpi. :-)

abaikan

rasa nak nangis kuat kuat.



diam.




tolong.




abaikan.



p/s : patutla kelopak mata kanan bergerak gerak dari petang semalam lagi. ~