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Dah berminggu-minggu aku tak sempat nak update blog. Tak sempat dan tak da idea nak update apa. Yes, been busy with work and life. Well, few people sometimes wish to turn back the time but not for me. Life recently is too good, alhamdulillah for the bless Ya Allah. :)

Done with the Kursus Kahwin last 2 weeks. Bagus la juga diwajibkan untuk attend kursus ni before kahwin. Marriage is not about having it done in 1 day, tapi yang lebih penting is that the life after the marriage. We have to get ready for that. Itu yang lebih penting dari berhabis beria just untuk satu hari, kan?

I'm glad to know that we both are now ready for the future. Hopefully everything will be fine nanti. Kadang-kadang ada juga aku terfikir, mampu ke aku untuk jadi seorang isteri yang baik untuk dia? Sebab yang aku perasan since kami engaged ni, i am too sensitive. Hal-hal kecil pun aku besar-besarkan. Bukan aku tak try to change it but sometimes i cant control my anger. Kesian Aizat. He's too good to me. Bersabar dan layan je kerenah aku. I'm so sorry dear. I'll try to change to be better, for us. InsyaAllah.


Setiap kali aku spend masa dengan Aizat and when it comes to an end, mesti aku rasa sayu gila. Aku rasa tak boleh berenggang dengan dia. Yes, being apart to each other seriously tak best. Just bila dapat jumpa je, i feel safe, i feel good. Tapi bila jumpa aku buat hal. Merajuk, dan cari pasal. Bila dah nak sampai masa kena balik, aku rasa sedih. Rasa sayu nak tinggal dia. Tak boleh jauh lama-lama. I'll be missing him like crazy. Sadis. -___-

Last weekend was the best. 2 days full with activites. Of course dengan Aizat. Letih macam mana pun dia, he still trying his best to give the best for me. Walaupun dia garang, tapi dia penyayang. Dan, penyabar. It is just me. The spoiler. Tsk.

Oh yes, entri kali ni memang cerita pasal love life je kan? Sebab memang tengah in that kind of mood pun. Maklumla baru balik bercinta. :) I miss him already.

Oh and, please move faster. 3 bulan je lagi. Tak lama lagi dah.


Esok jugak aku nak isi internal transfer form. Nak pindah ikut Aizat ke Cheras. :)