Gadis semasa

On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

But love is none of these things. It won't suddenly make every day ok. It won't change who you are. It won't make your car go faster. It doesn't even wash your dishes.

All love is, is love. And that's all it needs to be, really.

Love has always had a plan for you. That doesn't mean you get to know what it is. Just believe in it.

Have some faith in yourself, and move forward. I won't look back anymore. What i have right now is just enough. No, i think this is more than enough. I'm not seeking for a perfection. Sometimes, being imperfect can be beautifully imperfect to someone- who loves me obviously. My guy? He don't care how messy i am in front of him. He don't even care when i can't stop complaining when i realize that i'm gaining weight. He don't even mind when i don't have any new clothes or i'm wearing the same shoes every time we went out together.

Tell me, can i have someone else better than that?

Everything happens for a reason. Come to think about it, it is so true.

I love you,Yeah, You- you know who you are.

Now, less than a week dear. Don't stop hoping. And Pray. InsyaAllah.